I have been in a mental battle for as long as I can remember. This is the norm for humans. We struggle to arrange the world as we see fit. We have very limited power to do this. In particular we struggle against the will of other humans. It is like fighting over the remote control or the thermostat.
In general I can see more clearly than the others. I understand the actual cause of things more than others. It is not possible to explain it to them. They lack the ability to understand it. Any progress that happens in my world is going to happen from a higher level of causation than human level.
There are others that understand reality more completely than I do. I am just a human in the spectrum of understanding truth.
I need to learn how to bring about my own success. The best teaching I know of is to let things happen with no fighting back against the others.
I have been fighting against the collective mind. Someone else can harm me with their will. I can pray for them to be punished for it. A being I cannot see but I can hear telepathically may ask if it should punish them for me for hurting me. I think it best to just let things happen. I simply don’t mind being hurt, knowing that a being will put the one hurting me in hell and there will be no telepathic communication about it. I stopped communicating telepathically with the ones that hurt me. I let them get their punishment from a mind that does not communicate to them or to me. It can bring me joy and bring them suffering without any explanation to either one of us. I just don’t mind what happens next to me or to them.
They may believe there is an all powerful god that created me. I am an atheist. I think they are an ape like me. I think there are powerful beings here that are not God because I think there is no God. I pray to them to stop the others from hurting me.
Be careful who you associate with and ask to help you. Do not get help from someone that is unfair to others. It might be trying to gain total control over you, and you continue to ask it for help. Maybe you think it is the all-powerful God that created us all. I think you are crazy to think that. Maybe you think it is an evil or cruel God, but you need its help. I think you are crazy for thinking that.
What will happen next? What will cause it to happen? I don’t care. I don’t mind what happens next. I am independent from everyone. I don’t mind what happens to them or to me.