Take Away My Difficulties.
My difficulty was I didn’t know how to tie my shoes. I prayed for the all powerful to tie my shoes for me. My friend said, “why don’t you just learn how to tie your shoes?”
I just saw a meme on facebook saying “Do not let the behaviors of others disturb your inner peace.” Well, If the behavior of someone else is that they are hammering you on the head with a hammer, it’s not possible to keep inner peace. You can forgive them as many times as you want, but they’re still going to disturb you when they do it to you again. They are getting away with it. They are going to continue doing you wrong until you learn how to stop them. My friend said, “You’re going to have to learn how to stop them.”
I am absolutely determined to stop others – all others – from doing me wrong. I agree to completely stop doing others wrong, so I am not a hypocrite.
I do not have the power to do this. I can neither be flawless from stopping myself or others from doing others wrong. I cannot stand existing in this way.
I will do anything to stop myself and others from doing others wrong. I give all of myself to the most powerful ones – to the One all-powerful all – and ask for my difficulty to be removed. I need the power to stop the wrongdoing myself or I need someone to stop the wrongdoing for me. Perhaps I will be empowered by others to stop the wrongdoing myself. Perhaps now it becomes all about punishment and reward.
I have heard of people praying for their suffering from their guilt of doing others wrong, to be removed from them. They ask to not have a conscience. Then they fight against anyone that tries to stop them from doing wrong to others. They begin to think they are right to do others wrong. They form alliances like gangs or cliques, and they want their gang to rule all. They think they can do anything they want without consequence or to be able to defeat the consequence so as to continue doing wrong to others.
There is a huge difference between people wanting to stop doing others wrong and those wanting to continue doing others wrong. This becomes a fight between the 2 groups. The group that has the most power will win.